tonight, feels like one of those nights again.
i dont know why. im getting all these stupid stupid memories back.
Sometimes, i need someone to talk to. How it still hurts,how angry i am. and how stupid i am. But then again, i can never do it.
I can say how much i hated him,how much i detest him but i can never let anyone know how it feels like deep down. Some people has the ability to speak what they feel like especially sadness but me, i can never do it..
when will all this fcuking feelings and memories go away? many a times i have tried disposing away his stuffs but reality sets in and i know i cant do it. PLEASE JUST FCUKING GO AWAY
but it still hurts so bad. ):