as towards the end,
everything that comes along with it goes with it.
and, as much as i want to.
i never did. so, before its over,
i just want to tell you the things i never said.
and i never will..


iloveyou.

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one for every day of my life in 2009.
cause i should have notice it earlier.
notice that i have like you from the start of who knows when.
and even though i tried,
i still made the stupid mistake of telling..

so i'll just try.
try to forget.
try to move on.
and i will never use the word 'loved'.
cause once you have truly fallen..
even if you dont already,
it will never be a past.

and even though i still do,
iknow.
know that,
sometimes, the best thing you can do for the one you love,
is walk away...

towards the end,
i gotta do one thing .
and only one.

forget you.

where i stood.

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood

missy higgins.
-http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/missy-higgins-lyrics/where-i-stood-lyrics.html -

UGH.. another day of grey. .

i just wish it would rain and rain and rain.
i just wish i could stand out there without a care.
without you.

i shouldnt have even done it.
there's no fight.
theres never even one to begin with..

i tried.
i really tried.
but i just cant.

WHY CANT IT? i need to. please.
somebody.
please help me..

and.it.still.hurts.

what the hell is wrong with me?!?!

if only i could settle..
settle for the rest.

but it just doesnt work this way.

and i hate it .

y.do.i.
when.you.dont?

can somebody please stop the pain?
anybody.
please.

had a home cooked dinner at LEECHENG aunty house.




eff it.

i hate you.
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why cant you just care....

eff it. ;(

a random post! of collected pictures at genting and back. (:

-> not happy CHERYL with my double chocolate. (:

-> JIAWEI being a goodboy carrying all the things. (:

-> snowman by my irritating yet artistic brother,JORDAN!

->salmon pizza from Da PaoLo. (:

-> gigantic fish,dempsey hill.

-> was taking dempsey hill scenery when MAMEE walked in! ;D

-> imagine that!

-> GENTING cineplex.

->topless 5 at swensens.

-> OCEAN PARK WORKER!

-> ehs?! LOLS. xiao di~!

*credit at:http://www.page626.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/princess-the-frog_teaser-poster_99089crop-2.jpg*

HEY PEEPS!!!!! IM BACK~!!
pictures would be uploaded shortly i presume as i, being as lazy as ever have decided to upload the pictures from my camera,handphone,sister's phone and aunts camera at a later timing. cause im too tired and lets just say, im not out of the whole "relaxing" mode yet. (:

shopped.shopped.shopped was all i could say when i was at genting.
was breezy and i love love love the mist and clouds surrounding me when we were outside. besides, it was too foggy for theme park thus i shopped!

loved the things i bought and of course gifts. (:
surprisingly, i manage to not puke on the way back and,
i watched PRINCESS AND THE FROG. and it was so touching till my lill cousin cried in the cinemas~!

heres a little something. (:
-> my luggy~


->dozing at the chinese restaurant..


->my irritating brother! (:

-> LEECHENG aunty birthday!

i promise i will take pictures of the things i bought and upload the rest of the pics! (: and peoples, i know you missed me! =D

a little something for the day or shall i say, night?

31 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT GIRLS

1. When a girl says she’s sad, but she isn’t crying, it means she’s crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you’ve done something wrong, it’s best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

3. A girl can’t find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which
is why it is so hard for her to ‘get over him’ after the relationship’s over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

8. If you don’t like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act look uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can’t go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don’t try to guess a girl’s feelings. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words “I love you” is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she’ll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl’s ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. Girls love having fun!

25. A simple ‘Hi’ can brighten a girl’s day.

26. A girl’s best friend usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their ‘prettier’ friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.,

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

31. Girls always hope that they can always remain as friend with their ex. But never know how


on a last note.
i absolutely adore this statement. (:


*courtesy of jw tumblr * (:

171209-THURSDAY.

hello today.
im gonna blog about yesterday. why you might ask and to that i have the answer.
had quite a long day yesterday and was latelatelate by the time i reached home.
well, slacked till 4plus while watching a great mystery series, MURDOCH MYSTERIES. a great show of wits and intelligent thinking . something like sherlock holmes. (:
anyways, headed for work and was next to SANDY. and its been ages since i last saw her and i threw tons of questons at her. had fun of course and thanks to SANDY for the HOT&SPICY potato chips. enjoyed it and it has this strange effect on me. i cant stop eating it although i cant stand the spiciness.lols.

after worked, BENJAMIN*da kor*.cycled me and we went to the playground near my house to talk cause he dont feel like going home yet. so we had tons of fun talking and eating . we discussed lots of things and i felt so relief. (: thanks!

some pictures before i end of yesterday.

->cartoon BEN

->lemon lime.

-> its sparkling juice and i LOVED it!

-> a street lamp that I personally like.

*thanks to SINJIE for teaching me how to insert font colors! (: *

141209;;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!.

todays LEECHENG aunty and CHANTELL dajie's birthday.
had off day today.and went out for lunch with JIAWEI.
we had pizza and that guy eat half a plate and says he's full.
met up with WANXIN and we decided to buy a strawberry shortcake for LEECHENG aunty.
but in the end didnt manage to cause too many people so we bought a fruit cake instead.which is indeed bigger and sadly, JINGWEN and ZHIANN cant join us so only WANXIN,JIAWEI and I attended and gave her the surprise. (:

was a lot of fun when we were trying to light the cake cause we wanted to give her a surprise so we light the cake outside of her house. next to the rubbish chute!
and we keep laughing non stop especially me cause the two of them trying to light and have a lot of funny patterns plus, a whole group of young kiddies were looking at them light the candle and we have to prevent LEECHENG aunty from seeing us and also stop the fire from being blown out and, our laughter!
had fun and went back at 10plus with JIAWEI . that WANXIN ps us for a car ride home. -.- bought a slice of cake for ZHIANN and walked home with JIAWEI. seriously funny guy. and TIEW JIAWEI u better stop making fun of me! hmph. >o<

-> a slice of the cake.

lost count of times lighting the candles.

at the lift.

a darrrk cake. cause was at a dark area. 8think. rubbish chute*. (:

a darrker JIAWEI. lols.

happy birthday once again.
and, 4 days to GENTING!
11 days to CHRISTMAS!
(:

131209-SUNDAY.

i had a day off yesterday and went to my auntie's house.
bought a winnie the pooh luggage for Genting trip.
and JIAWEI says i any=o=how spend money.
where got lur?lols.

nothing much happen today though.
so, im counting down to the days going genting
and the days to christmas.
*5 days to genting and 12days to christmas!*
btw, how lucky am i huh? i'll be going to genting
the same days as JIAWEI. a farmiliar face! hahas.
=D

051209-SATURDAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIQI!
todays one of my close cousins 15th birthday
and, i havent bought her a present. lols.

011209-TUESDAY.

and once again. i failed myself..
but, a few more days and im gonna set it straight.
all of it. ;)

GOOD LUCK elaine foo ~!!

hockky//doorbell//POTATO//MUSHROOM (:
.music, sports, watching shows and movies. singing.
.HILLGROVIAN
.UNPREDICTABLE
.HILARIOUS
.LOVES my family,friends,sister


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